Recently I was away and initially the internet was iffy at best and absent at worst.
My do-aholic mind spent many ingenious hours plotting and scheming where to go to hack into the internet so I could honour commitments and `keep up ` with work etc.
I had forgotten universal truths… one being that when I am away there are always less texts and emails… the universe knows. The other, just trust.
Then I was on a boat with no internet. Initial frustration was quickly transformed into a delicious sense of surrender, now I could really release as there was absolutely nothing I could do about it other than hijack a lifeboat and paddle like mad!!
The utter peace and joy of sweet surrender. Five days of silence from this world allowed so much quiet time to hear the inner voice; also, to realise how the ego hangs on tenaciously to distract us from alignment with our soul. The blessing of time to pause, breathe and catch up with myself.
It will be a challenge to be disciplined regarding the internet when I return home, yet what gifts the space in between emails, texts and surfing offers…..
How lovely Jude to just let go,
Although it’s not easy and takes time once we realise it is out of our hands it’s such a relief to yes, surrender. Quite often I worry when I have personal events on and I may have to turn work away and worry about it. Lately I had relatives stay a month and very few calls came in, just a trickle. The day they left I was inundated, yes indeed the universe was working for me.
Thank you